hi... guest..... welcome to the world of KIDS =) you mentioned you are depending on yourself... right? Wow.. can you control even death??? are you that much dependable?? I certainly think.. no one in the world can control the life and death. we all are about the same. I hope yo arenot mad at yourself.. andwhoever she is..... "Life is short... why do we hate each other???) =) Hope you find peace in your mind..=) >I'm depending on myself more than anyone else. >I know. Sure....I know. >but....I'm mad at myself. >Don't worry. Leave it to me. >She had a change of heart. >She repressed her tears. In Him, Freesia~