What it's like to realize after so long that I was so stupid ? that I did something so wrong to someone. thinking there is no way I can apologize. knowing that I was immature.. Came to know that I was wrong. Wrong to the bone.... misunderstood so much. Just thinking what that one might think of me...... Feeling that I am falling down the deep endless hole. Can't think up what to do. just wait for something, something I don't know what it is. Think I must do something. not knowing what to do. The deep sorrow for what I did. All I can tell you is... I am sorry. These are the words so hard to say...... But now I tell you. I am sorry. I was wrong. You were right. Can I be forgiven ? By you and by my conscience, my soul ? I just wait for something which I don't know what it is. sorry.....