This is so frustrating... why do I have to live like this? what I'm afraid of is that I think this kinda feeling's gonna last for a long time.. maybe for the rest of my life.. all the must-do's and should-do's is really giving me a hard time.. wasn't this a free country? I mean aren't we allowed to do everything unless it's against the law? guess not.. we are never free and never will be, so don't hope for it........ I might as well just forget about the feelings and get along with my life.. but on second thought, maybe this is what we call "happiness". at least we got a job to do, right? and we are THE ones to DO the job... the thought of that being a needed person doesn't sound that bad, does it? what I wanna say is..... "BE HAPPY!" everyone has the power to overcome any harsh situation(it comes up everytime & everyplace), so don't feel down, and put your head up high...and strut like you got an ATTITUDE! OK? and if you guys need a shoulder to cry on , I'll be there for you for the hardtimes and the goodtimes.. written by LUKE.