Well, your story reminds me of thinking about my parents too.. :) you know. you are not so bad and your parent makes smile on their faces if they read your posting on this board. :) Hum.. Let me remember my memory back. Now I am thinking of what I have done for my parent so far. Humm. I am wondering whether on not I was good boy. I think I haven't done anything for my parent. They give me gifts without missing my birthday. However I wouldn't last the appreciation. I mean After days passed by I have forgotten all of things like how much I have to appreciate it .. I regarded as it takes my parent's caring a matter of course. but now I am willing to do anything for my parent. I mean .. I take it for granted that I will do something for them.. Yeap .. I'll do it.. And I am proud of them in my bottom of heart. What I want to say is that " l love you , mom and dad, as deep as ocean , as high as mountain." That's all.