People say that one of human's common characteristics is "greed". The more
people have, the more they want, and even they want to control others with
what they have. For me, it's not exceptional.
I know I am a greedy person..I really know that. And sometimes, that makes
me so hard, and tired. Why am I such a person?
Today, I heard from him about a story, and that makes me jealous. If
somebody were me, s/he would never be like that. And I hurt my mother today
because of my greed and jealousy...
I am so bad a person...
And, I am so sad that I am such a person.
What makes me harder is that I know my self so well that I hate myself, and
can't be satisfied with myself. Is that also from my greed?
Now, I want to escape from myself...from the characteristics of greed...
I really can't understand...:(