proverb says) Heavy dehydration, perspiration.. That bad foods I took.. (Should I sue them ?? or not ?) :P (And unfortunately, this case wasn't a cold....: Add insult to injury ?) Anyway, the temperature went up to 38~39C.. but when I felt good, I could read many books.. To name some... [The Bible(old & New testament)] (Couldn't finish it.) [The incredible machine] (A book about human body and its functions from its beginning to its end) <Good illustrations and pictures> (1/4) [The third wave] (A book which I couldn't read after finishing "Power shift". but I don't recommend this book. typical future-telling story.... boring....) (read more than 1/2 but quit it.) [The lightning] (An exciting book by Mr. Koontz. I reread it. so exciting... and more over, I looked up all the words I couldn't understand... :-) ) (Finished) When the temperature went up so high... I think I became delirious. And in that delirium. I experienced some strange things. [I was standing. but with no podium.... no stand. I was just standing on an empty space. And I wasn't on the surface of the earth. I was standing somewhere in the universe. I could see the infinity of the universe. I looked down and saw the infinite-deep universe there. I wanted to run away. to find a place... A place where I could feel security... warm, safe.. But I couldn't.... I fell down... down the deep universe.] And I woke.. with sweat, trembling... Maybe that was a nightmare. but still I can recollect it clearly. During the delirium, I think I felt lonely. Alone in the dorm.....(My roommate came in late in the nights and asked me [How are you feeling ?] all I could answer ? [I'm terribly fine.] :P ) A friend in need is a friend indeed. really.. ! Now, I should reply to all the letters which were sent to me during my absence. Thank you for your concern. :-) To love someone deeply gives you courage, while to be loved deeply by someone gives you strength. -- Lao Tze