I came over to join a graduate program. But, I was shocked at quite different situation from what I expected while I spent a year..So I got totally lost. No more interest, no more motivation.... What should I do? I often ask myself 'Where am I now?', and 'Why am I here?' My answer is very simple. Where? in US. Why? to study.. I think I am becoming a nerd..I keep studying and studying in order to forget other extra thoughts. But, I cannot help searching for the answer to 'where am I on the way of life?' 'Where am I?"