On the way home, I was listening to the music. ~~ 'How do I live without you...babe.. How do I live without you ....bebe...' I've been thinking I cannot live without her. Despite, I tried not to keep in touch on purpose..since I thought that was what she wanted...My contact might be bothering her, I thought... Yesterday I couldn't help calling her in the middle of night. She was awake, surprisingly..Her voice sounded empty..It hurt me..Suddenly, I found that she couldn't live without me as well..I felt that I should support her with her. I regretted not calling her... Although she never tole me she loved me, I would be with her as far as she needs me.. **** ****** ******** ******** ***