Perhaps I shouldn't have been to aerobics class. I feel cold with slight muscl pain. I wonder if hot chocolate can addict people. I live on hot chocolate for more than 2 weeks. I may deserve cold after all this mal nutrition. I've been trying every kinds of hot cocoa from grocery store(BTW the best one is "good night kisses (98% caffeine free)" from kisses. That is so creamy and u won't want to change to other dull cocoa) , tried school cafeterias, pizza places, sandwich places, etc... With a mug of cocoa , sitting next to my bed and watching TV, I am so happy. But I guess I should get back to normal 3 times of meals a day pattern consisting of food ingredients from the 5 food groups... When I get sick, I would miss home a lot. That is not good sign. I get to self conscious somehow I hate to being like that . that is so ridiculous to be pity about self when i have all this nice people around me ..well..there are certainly some weird people too.. ;) HOME.. I can't imagine how it will be like being a person who doens't have any place to go back...... feeling sad. without any reason at all. bad sign again. Tomorrow morning things should be better. I will take cold medicine and another cup of cocoa before go to bed..