I decided to skip my morning class today because I have so much work to be done by tonite and I promised my friend that we will cook together dinner today. But I am here and reading postings.. 30 more minutes to the class.. no. I am not going. Last night, I got angry somehow , perhaps for the first time this year. I felt like people in my team only talking about what we need to do and should do but no one really care of time lines , amount of work to do, or even planning of work. I was working till 10 pm , then , when I felt like that, I stopped working and went to bed. There is no reason to get angry. Today things look better. way better. Last Sunday I dreamed home. I was home for 2 weeks. It began at the moment I arrived at the airport and then ended the moment I left from the same air port. My father was there for me. This morning one of my class mates from college was in my dream. In fact, two of them were there. It was such a soothing dream, like breeze deep in my heart. Yesterday, I sat with a dog and talked to him in Korean. I didn't really pay attention to the ddog because he is so huge and cat is my favorite, not dog. According to the owner of the dog, he is an "attention sucker" anyways. I talked to him little silly words (perhaps only translated version from english to korean) , after that, he 's been following me. Maybe that is why people want dogs, blinding faith .. Still though I prefer cats.