the worst thing in the world just happened. I cursed myself and I wished I had never been born. why? why? I asked myself thousands of times. what is wrong with me? what is wrong with us? now I happened to be a lone nerd. Sometimes I really really want to escape from this hell. actually the thing I should have run away from was me, myself, a nerd makes himself stupid, dumb asshole.. geez..... now my life became a worthless piece of shit.. shit! shit! shit! a lone nerd