Recent days, I have been very confused and messed up my mind.
3-month ago, I confessed my affection to a woman.
But I denied anyway. There was many things after that.
I try to forget that fact and control myself.
But things are worse and worse besides my intentions.
I really don't know what I should do.
Present, we never talk each other for long days,
it is very painful and cumbersome for the cirsumstance that
we should meet everday.
Do I first tell her? But she looks so angry about me,
so when I pace her, I give up my words and stay with calm.
At first, I think the time goes by, everything will be better.
But this time I think it maybe wrong.
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