Yesterday night... I decided to erase my all postings except one. Suddenly I realized how tragic to hear "tasteless" and "dumb bull shit" for own postings it is. Those are very dirty and smell is terrible. The existence of a person to think my postings like those stuff made me so so sad. ..Can u imagine an alligator crying looking at the full moon ? ( Believe or not. :P ) To be honest it was the first time to hear such a word for me or my postings. In korean postings many people liked my postings. Of course a guest said " Please no more rara " because so many times whenever I posted one many people replied it, but the guest doesn't know me, everything for rara can be useless to the guest. Now in English only society what changed ? There are 3 possibilities. 1. I am changed. 2. My English composition is not good. 3. I were surrounded by people who like me in korean society. So I didn't realize the opposite. Even though u said "I apologize to exist for using such an inconsiderate word." nothing is changed. My posting remains without correction. I've spent so much time for your word already. Now I want to leave EnglishOnly Society. If I have anything to come here, I will use 'Guest'. Do u know the main reason to write this ? I changed three times for your posting. 1. angry --- at that time I felt bad and hungry. 2. tried to make the situation be better --- at that time I was full of food. 3. decided to leave --- Night gave me silence and sadness. and now I am hungry. No breakfast. Hot~Hot~ How foolish a person depending on the earth. P.S. To Bill : One more chance to post #700. :)