quite often i would say "this world is at my foot, my life should be ruled by rations and the logical process." once i believed i was wrong. because there are somethings that come to my life without cautions and it is driving me crazy. at some degree, all these feelings are affected my routine life, i guess it is true.. But, i think i am the one who never going to give up what i want to do. for this reason, that i doubt whether i will be able to keep this feeling forever or not, I ended up one single simple answer.. even he(some guy) and i have a massive attractive feeling each other, they can be a respect, certain kind of relationship, whatever... I got the answers over it.. and when i meet him, i know that i talk about what i am thinking rather than what i am feeling. even i will fall in love all of sudden also he is the only one who deserves me, i can not put myself into a such uncontrollable situation. do you know why? +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I think of you every morning, dream of you every night.. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++