Hi, I don't know you well. But, you have many misconcepts on science and scientists. I think your concepts on them may come from sensational journalist or kidding TV programs or nonsense scientific fictions. Please read books written by scientists not by journalists. Any content of those books will be good to you. And for materialism, please read "Feuerbach and the end of German classical philosophy"(not original title, translated from Korean title) written by F. Engels. You can find the essence of the materialism. Best regards, Monde